monkeycrap's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the small good things Good morning. It's the last weekday of the hols, if the more perceptive and less drugged out of you realised. Great, now i can finally go back to school, see all my friends again, get some work done! Well, that's the attitude i wish i had. But for realistic people like me, i see nothing but a grim 10 weeks to come. Life's weather forecast will be daily overcast grey skies, with thunderstorms over every area. Any showers would be meteor showers. The destructive kind. OK i'm freaking exagerrating. For those people trying so hard to see the world in rosy tints, i'm sorry to burst your bubble like that. But you know that it won't be all bright and rosy. I think it'd be better if u just live a day at a time(or for some people once every 7 days, yeah nut?) and take all the shit in your stride. Live easy man. Had a good talk with catface the other day. Yes, all i do is talk, watch movies, walk around. But that's me. Alt-F4 if you wish. Anyway he sorta gave me a 6 months in review sort of thing, the good things that happened these 6 months, from the free movies, to trying out new food, to completing exams, to getting to meet new friends, to reconnecting with God, even to the new public buses he takes! Really, it's the simple things that are the little blessings in life. In my journey, i'm always concentrating looking for the big picture that i don't notice the piles of gold left along the way. Which is why i've got to learn to do so, from catface and nut. Of course, simplicity is different from superficiality, but i personally don't know how to discern between them. I'll learn though. Come to think about it, this past 6 months have been good so far. From the first day(was at the esplanade count down-ing) up till now, there's been ups and certainly downs. And you need both in order to live. Although the reality is that life sucks and will continue to suck, there are little good stuffs to balance it out. And i need to start noticing it. Maybe i should start by noticing that i'm still alive and kicking. Yeah. For those of you who are wondering why i've been engaging in philosophical banter for the past few entries and not being 'my usual blog-self', well it's because life's been monotonously good the past few days. Of course, i have this feeling that when school starts, and the stress level reaches as high as the cost of michael jackson's plastic surgery, then the insults will return naturally(even though insulting people is wrong, but i can't help it). Not to say that what i've been writing are unnatural though. All views expressed here are that of the blogger. Ok shall stop crapping here. Will go out to enjoy myself one last time. Cheers. 9:06 a.m. - 2003-06-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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